i said once...

when this whole thing started, and i'll say it again...

if found guilty, i'm done with professional cycling...

washington post

cycling news

done. period. i won't care one bit.

i was in conversation recently about doping, and one person said that he really didn't care. personally? o.k. but what about the message that it sends? cheating is fine, kids. fill your self with non-natural substances, win the game, and maybe kill yourself doing it. hell, maybe i'll do it this cross season. pump myself up with stuff, and go out and kick some ass. why not? they don't test on our courses. and i could be the best cross racer, and when it comes time to go pro, i'll refuse on terms that i want to stay true to the grass roots of it all. yes. remember the lesson, win at any cost.